(: ~*~A Different Day~*~ :)

June 25, 2009

2009.

4 years yet the user name and password still stayed the same.  I tell myself I don't have time for online web blogs but for some reason,  I always have time for facebook or nonsense hicklelakadooo. Now, though, I have to write. I need to write.
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Define the word friendship.
Friendship, for me, is a connection between two people where the presence of awkwardness is not a worry.
Friendship, for me, is a connection between two people where trust and loyalty is present.
Friendship, for me, is happiness.
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4 months ago,
I have been stepped on, I have been the center of humiliation, I cried myself to sleep and my opinions aren't necessary as others, so she did not mind. She did not care if I painted a sad smile on my face, she did not do anything to turn my frown upside down, Nothing.
Beforehand, we would talk 'till the rooster crows (just like friends do if the day turns out to be boring) ignoring the black circle under our eyes, but for some odd reason, it all stop and happy talks turned to bitter sarcasms. She would label me as her "annoying friend" and all I could do is laugh at a burning scar. I may be a little weak duckling then, by not expressing the real thoughts that is running inside my mind, but now everything must change. Everything must be under control before time runs out.
4 months later, (today)
I realized,
it is not too late to stand back up, to be part of the crowd and blend in, and most of all to be happy when stars disappear at night. At first, doubt clouded my self-esteem, I did not think I could do all those that is mentioned above, I thought I'll be stuck with my pathetic self forever, but change is sweet. "Change" is a word I will forever cherish. Along the way, I learned how to defend myself. I learned how to block every nasty attitude that is being thrown to my face and  proudly, I smiled and say "Past is past."

Currently Reading Don't You Dare Read This, Mrs. Dunphrey By Margaret Peterson Haddix see related

GOOD TO BE BACK!!!!!

It's been nice to be back here....very long time......It's christmas and yet we don't have any decorations....GRRRRR!!!!! This is my worst christmas!!!!! I swear!!!Oh well school it's really nice......I thought it's such a mess but it's not. It's fun....I have high grade and I'm joining every school program....What I mean is my teachers are nominating me to join because of my "attitude".....LOL!!!!!!!!! They said I'm so GOOD.....not really though....School is cool...I miss my friends in Philippines!!!!! I wanted to go back there ASAP. Okay let me tell you about my "Crush"..

James....Hmmm....I don't like him anymore...He go out with lots of people in school....I know someone and he's james brother, Justin, he's like funny,,and I have him in my reading 3rd period....Oh well, we're talking sometimes,,but not really talk talk. I have lots of friends here..They're nice...

Class.....

Well I'm tired of reading books but I like to read now,,,crazy huh, I have many homework but I don't want to answer it. It's like I'm in a prison...We don't have internet at home that's why I'm writing here at the library. I have a new celebrity crush...OLIVER JAMES...Gosh, I don't want to talk about him....Okay back in homeworks....In reading we're reading "Don't you dare read this, Mrs. Dunphrey" It's such a nice book...In science I'm transferred in Honors Science but it's Hard! I want to quit but I can't. We do this Science fair Project and it sucks! I think I'm going to get a low grade in that stupid thigny!!!GrRRRR!!!! Oh well I need to go....

I'll try someday to write....

We had a good day 2day and its really enjoying day...We had a "picnic" not really picnic but eating2x....Its really fun cuz we really know each other...Kinda! Our friends...here in Houston...Its Bea, EJ, Adrian, Jasson, Justin, Brian....We go to the Playground and race,,,like challenge something...and some of them mostly the boys they jump off the swing and I was like, Stop it!  We are kinda Sad right now cuz we are leaving Houston tomorrow....Its like time is very Fast! Its like we are going to school on Tuesday again! and I have lots of Home work to do,,,,and I'm really tired of Answering those thinghy! I know I am excited but you know I'm tired of transferring classroom and forming a line in Cafeteria....you know what I mean!

I like reading the book "Girls in Pants" As I've mention earlier....You know its like, I like the Characters...and the story...hahaha! I'm really funny, I don't know why!! Crazyme! and we also help them made some Friendster and Xanga....

I don't want to go! Really!

I gotta go....need to take a Bath!!

 I really like this day!! Although I hate weekdays!! I hate it cuz we don't have internet!!Snap! I haven'y post any,, like my siztah!! We really hate it!! and I'm happy cuz at last We are here in  Houston,,,and I had my hair cut and my eyebrow waxing thingy!! It really hurt,,,that's Life!!

I like school here now..Kinda and I think its fun in the Future! And another thing that I'm happy today cuz my Friend email me back and that's sweet!! I really miss them...They are so Fun to be with! and I really want to watch "Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants" In the book I'm reading today its so good and all about Friendship, love, and Parents!

I think you need to read it!! and my mother I hate her she read my kinda Diary and she knows who's my crush and everything about school...I know many of you hate when somebody read your Diary!! I didn't see James anymore!! I really need to go and I think that, this is not enough....in the whole one week...but realy I don't have anything to say...I really love Girls in Pants...Try it and I'm sure its worth it!!

G2G!!! Is this Cute?